Changing my perspectives on things really does help.
I can feel the emotions weighing me down dissipating. Slowly but surely. 
Now if only I know where to start picking myself up for school..
Anyhoo, I had a horrible dream yesterday.
We had to move to a new home. It was a very small apartment with no kitchen/toilet..
on second thought, it might only be a room.
and the 5 of us had to live there.
Plus my family couldn’t afford our cats anymore and my mom let them go..
I was very heartbroken about the cats
but more importantly, about my mom.
I love my mom. She turned 50 recently and is still working at a factory.
I am really ashamed of myself. All the more i am motivated to generate stable income so that she can stop working.
i don’t show it but i love my mom. i love my mama.
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