Alhamdullilah

Every time I raise doa, I will include my friends, family members and pets inside.

It gives me great happiness  knowing that Allah swt is looking after them. and every time I hear good news from my friends, I can’t help but to feel grateful to Allah swt. In a way, I felt that my prayers have been answered. Alhamdullillah.

I know my change has been sudden in my friends’ eyes but if not now then when…

and alhamdulillah, on the first week I wore hijab to school, I’ve been receiving positive feedback. Thank you Allah.

Eversince I’ve been praying regularly, I can’t help but to notice the positive in everything. It’s one of the great effects.

I can never be thankful enough for the life I’m given.

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2011, you’ve been bittersweet.

But I think this has been the year I started feeling the presence of Allah in my life.
I’ve grown to learn that when He takes something away from someone, there’s good reasons behind it
and that He replaces it with something better for me.

I lost a boyfriend but I gained a better future (I got back into school after 1 and a 1/2 year hiatus) and I managed to shift my attention from focusing it on just 1 person to other people in school.

I can’t deny that I’m still struggling to communicate better with people, be more compassionate, be a better friend, to be a better person but I see improvements in myself.

Thank you 2011, but I’m ready for 2012 now.

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I should be studying math right now

Pick your top 5 shows, and answer the following questions. In no particular order:

1. What I Like About You

2. Friends

3. Scrubs

4. Cougar Town

5. Big Bang Theory/ New Girl

1. Who is your favorite character in 2?

Initially I thought Phoebe was the best. Then I fell in love with Chandler’s jokes.

2. Who is your least favorite character in 1?

It was Henry.. I didn’t think he was funny.

3. What’s your favorite episode of 4?

The 21st and 22nd ep from season 2. The one where Travis went to Hawaii and brought along a broken heart and his family went to get him back. That one. Those episodes were sweet with sensitive humor inside.. love them. and sam! omg best cover ever.

4. What is your favorite season of 5?

i like season 3 before penny and leonard broke up (BBT)/ New Girl only has 1 season so far.. hoping for more!

5. What’s your favorite relationship in 3?

JD and Turk! HAHA

6. Who is your anti relationship in 2?

Uh… well, i like them all.

7. How long have you watched 1?

For the longest time!! Best comedy ever in my opinion!

8. How did you become interested in 3?

was browsing through the channels one day and watched a segment of it and BAM! i got stuck!

9. Who is your favorite actor in 4?

Courtney Cox of course!

10. Which show do you prefer, 1,2, or 5?

it’s really hard to decide… i like em all!

11. Which show have you seen more episodes of 1 or 3?

1.. 3 has more seasons but I kept watching 1 over and over again.

12. If you could be anyone from 4, who would you be?

JULES! no, wait… BOBBY!

13. How would you kill off your favorite character in 1?

Suffocating them with my love!

14. Would a 3/4 crossover work?

This is crazy, I heard it’s really happening! Excited much!!

15. Give a random quote from 1?

Holly: Do they have reception there? Because Vince might wanna call some of the girls on his phone.
Vince: Don’t worry, I can just use Holly’s ankle bracelet for reception.

HAHAHAH THAT WAS A BURN!

16. Overall, which has a better cast, 3 or 5?

seriously, they all worked out well their own way. i just can’t pick!!

17. Which has better theme music, 2 or 4?

2 because come on, who doesn’t know the theme to friends??

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Giggly

Changing my perspectives on things really does help.
I can feel the emotions weighing me down dissipating. Slowly but surely.
Now if only I know where to start picking myself up for school..

Anyhoo, I had a horrible dream yesterday.
We had to move to a new home. It was a very small apartment with no kitchen/toilet..
on second thought, it might only be a room.
and the 5 of us had to live there.
Plus my family couldn’t afford our cats anymore and my mom let them go..
I was very heartbroken about the cats
but more importantly, about my mom.
I love my mom. She turned 50 recently and is still working at a factory.
I am really ashamed of myself. All the more i am motivated to generate stable income so that she can stop working.
i don’t show it but i love my mom. i love my mama.

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